I think I've forsaken about this onsugar site for a very long time. Most entry is posted on L-yaqi.blogspot.com! This site has too many unwanted memories to be seen. Hahaha. April the 16 and today are both so sweet :) I want to take down all this loving and important dates as memories. And for the sake if I got Alzheimer/Amnesia, I could refer to my sites and read my posts all over again. My only fear in living = losing memory. I think handicapped people are very pitiful, seriously I'm going to volunteer to help them. They don't deserve to be neglected in this world. While the Richs are making a nuisance and enjoy their life, there are many poors suffering. They have authority and wealth but many don't give a damn to help the needy in their lifetime. They behave proudly and arrogantly, they have the money to gamble but not doing donation. I just simply detest spoilt brats! They irk me when they're looking down on the poors, insulting the poors. Comparison and etc. They are fucking faggots/wastrel I swear! I know Money is the key in life but using money in such crooked way are such a loser. I'm not discriminating the Rich's!

I just want conclude that if you are rich, help the poors with your capability..

Your sincerely :)

Im going to a paradise for 4 days, you know i wanted to go with you.

Im so eggcited, i want to see fishes in the blue ocean.

Sun tan at the clear clean beach.

Enjoy a glass of sex in the beach.

Yeah, I know you can get over easily and get a woman you want insistly.

Actually, I am not upset but I find myself angry over you than sad.

I might be very ignoring to argue with you on those small matters.

cause it matters me a lot and I don't take everything small like you do.

Your wrongdoing.

I find the longest my r/s, the more I can let it go.

You're the shortest yet I want to know you.

Even when you're gone and belong to other alrdy.

Maybe this is libra

By knowing that, what am I suppose to do?

You all seem to encourage me, mentally support me.

But why my lovely Dad is treating me this way.

I know you've spent so much on me this two weeks.

I know many things are troubling you too. If i know this is on me,

do you think I want myself to know about it and become your burden?

I know you are doing all sort of things for me, I appreciated.

You want care about me, don't say so much, do it unconditionally.

What for doing and the next moment you're yelling/scolding/spouting your unhappiness.

Do you know how I feel when you say that, you've added to my broken heart.

Im fine if you don't spend this on me. Really I will feel even more better!

If my result is bad and I see you putting so much hope on me.

I feel even more guilty. ( at least sis knows my heart now.)

My life is worthless~

I apologise first, if I've disappoint you.

I promise it will be the last.

I think no one is viewing this anymore right.

Looking back at the entries, really make me ._.